ok, i haven't abandoned my sorority life blog, but i just need a break from talking about that kind of stuff all the time. a lot of it will probably spill over into this blog, but i'd like for it to stand separate from that one.
so i met someone on the way home, met him on the airplane actually. at first i thought he was a creeper and i just wanted him to shut up. usually people who talk on airplanes to complete strangers are the weirdos and whatnot. but he was really sweet so i put my book down and spoke to him. when we arrived in ___________ we both went to the baggage claim and, lo and behold, there was my family, complete with reindeer noses! it was actually pretty funny and i've long since gotten over the embarrassment from them. but he thought it was pretty cute and shook hands with everyone and met them. and he still wanted my number! he called me the other day and wants us to get together soon and go off and do something and i said yes. i mean, its not everyday that you meet a nice good-looking guy who meets your crazy family and still would like to take you out on a date. hmmmm.... i should probably call him tomorrow and finalize plans.
my family has already started to drive me crazy. big surprise there. i might have a heart attack and die from that surprise. but my cousin angie (or angela as she likes to be called now) recently told my mother how jealous of me she was because of the life i have. now, i was flattered, but... she's about 3 years older than me and already has a child. plus she got her degree from a community college. every single thing my family did for her, she's basically thrown back into everyone's faces and frankly my dear, i don't give a damn. (thanks Rhett Butler). but she keeps calling my mother to talk, and while i understand that my mom has family here, my mother has spent more time talking to her than she has to me! how in the hell is that fair? so when mom told me about all of this, i basically told her that i didn't give a fuck and why was she telling me this? my dad says i need to pick my battles, but i didn't realize that i'd have to fight with a cousin who hasn't spoken to my mom in about 8 years for her attention. fucked up bull shite.
did good with grades this semester. and to reward myself i'm gonna get myself something pretty. i'm not sure what yet, make up or jewelry, just not sure what exactly yet.
oh oh oh what a day what a day. i'm sleeping a lot. nearly 12 to 14 hours a day. which is crazy but i can't seem to help it. i'm not depressed, i know that much, so i'm not exactly sure whats wrong right now. oh well
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